Amasiah Hope McBride

July we lost one baby and in Oct. I found out we were pregnant again! I was very happy! The baby was to be born on July 18th the day we lost Abia. God was so amazing. The pregnancy was progressing as normal, me throwing up all day every day for the first few months. John and I had not decided to find out what the sex of the baby was but I was sure it was a girl! LOL I then went in Jan. for our 12 week appointment, John had been on duty for seven days so I wanted a little down time so I went in alone. The doctor tried to find the heartbeat but couldn't find one with the doppler machine so they brought in the ultrasound machine. Once she found the baby I could tell at once there was no movement and I couldn't see a heart beat! So we had another doctor come check it out and no one could find a heart beat. So we scheduled a ultrasound in radiology for the next tuesday. We prayed and prayed for the next five days said our goodbyeloved on our other children and cried! Then we went in for the ultrasound on Tuesday the 17th of Jan. There was no Heartbeat and our second baby was now in heaven as well. We opted for the meds. to induce labor or in this case a miscarrage. When we got home we told the children and they cried and cried. It was a very hard few days! Wed. morning at 12:30 am I started having the miscarrage and the baby was out shortly after that! I ended up in the ER around four because I had lost way too much blood too fast! A few IV bags later and some rest I felt much better! We came home to discuss what to do with our little one. My mom flew in Thursday afternoon. John was scheduled to go to Florida with his unit in a few days so my mom and I went to see my grandpa Hicks and then take the baby to be buried in SC in a family plot! It was a long and very stressing trip!